12.10.2010

I once knew an Urlacher


I adore you. Thats all I have to say. Absolutly adore. You're the ONLY person from Humboldt that has always treated me with 100% respect, and I can never thank you for that. :,)
Thanks for making me feel important, when no one else did. You're straight up, and down to earth, and I'm so jealous of your mantality. I think I can handle stress; you got me pretty beat. I've only seen you cry hard once. and it was for something you were so passionate about, and even though I was on the fence about the decision, I cannot help but praise you for your overall composure and how you handle most things like an adult. I believe in you more than I believe in myself, and I cant wait to see you acutally become an adult women. I know you'll do awesome in everything you do, and I'm already so proud of you.
I want you to see yourself through my eyes. I want you to look at yourself and instantly have the confidence to do whatever the fuck you want. You're one in a million; you may not notice, but others strive to be like you. You're independent, and creative. I want you to make a site for your poems, because I know damn well that your's are better than mine...haha
I know this is a little off topic, but hug your mom more. She raised you SO right, I don't even know what else to say about it. Learn how to cook that bomb ass food, and get those muthafucking scholarships!
I still love thinking about all the hockey we've played, and all the songs we've rocked out too... Times like that are never able to be taken away.
The only time I can ever really say that I felt like we werent close was during softball...I know I probably said/did some shit that pissed you off, and I'm sorry. I get a little blindsided when I'm scared of someone getting hurt. (Even myself) but I now know that you really do look out for yourself, and the only person who knows Katelyn best, is Katelyn herself. So again, I'm sorry for trying to take too much control over anything you did...
In closing, I want you to know that I will ALWAYS consider you as a little sister to me. If you need anything, I'll be there, and I'll be willing to help until I cant anymore. All I want is to see you happy, and to see you make it. To finally feel accomplished, and to finally be able to sit back, see what you've done, and admit to yourself, "I created this. I did this. I'm a beast."
Believe in yourself, like I believe in you. Its hard, but your blonde little head can do it. ;)
LOVE YOU.<3